Twenty Eighteen

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

Happy New Year! Another year has passed and I honestly very am grateful for 2017. I was a great year. I made new friends, learnt a bunch of new things and it was also a year of self discovery. Last year was the kick start for me taking my life seriously and look at it as a mature person. I remember writing on how I am very anxious of being 20 and it scares me not to be a teen anymore. I think I did a good job being an adult 😜 I truly felt 2017 had been the year I improve myself as a person and actually accomplished most of my resolutions! A great, great year, alhamdulillah.

This year, I will be 21 and I hope for nothing else, but to be a responsible adult, for my own good. I want to be an independent woman and not to depend on others as much. I want myself to grow more mature mentally. By appearance, I already look older than my age 😅 To love myself more and appreciate the people around me.

This year's resolutions are not as many as last year's so here goes my new year resolutions;

- To be able to cook. 

At home, I always help Mum, Amy and Dyna in the kitchen but I never ingat the recipes and never had the courage to try to cook on my own. So this year, I'm going to try and challenge myself.

- To own a driving license.

Sound familiar? Yep, this was last year's resolution 😅 By the end of the year, inshaAllah. This one tak berani janji hahahah

- To take a better care of myself.

This is kind of open-ended. There is no actual goal that I can achieve but as long as at the end of the day, I feel good about myself and love myself more, it is enough. This includes taking care of my body, skin and mental health. To think positive in any situation and to always feel that I am enough 😊

- To watch Islamic lectures every week.

Never forget your spiritual goal, guys. Self improvement that I am hoping for this year includes my relationship with God. One lecture per week as a start and hopefully I will stay true to it. There are 52 weeks in a year, 52 lectures inshaAllah.

- To read books.

I have 235743 books to finish and let's just hope I get to finish reading them this year. I love reading, I just can't find time to do it anymore. This year, I will make time! 

There you go. Five resolutions to be accomplished. I felt like I just made 2017 resolutions and now it's 2018! Fuhhhh time can chill a bit.