Sunday, March 23, 2014

Hectic yet exciting week!

Assalamu'alaikum! 

I wanted to blog so bad but sadly I have absolutely no time to write. Dah type sekerat dekat notes phone but then nak sambung balik tu takde time and idea nak sambung cemana. Jem terus. Nak fikir ayat pun tak ada masa. Hahaha so today nak qada' cerita 2 minggu lepas.

3rd March - 9th March 2014 

It was one exciting week for me. Sumpah tak tipu. So many things happened. I had so much on my plate at that time. I had march test that week & also MTQ peringkat zon tengah and that weekend my family & I moved in into our new house!

1 -  MTQ PERINGKAT ZON TENGAH 

I was chosen to represent the school for Syarahan Spontan together with Aizat, my classmate. I was not selected through any audition or what so ever, it was by suggestions that were made by classmates. Truthfully, I was very excited for it. Tak pernah masuk any competition alone. As a solo, maksudnya. I was chosen pun exactly seminggu before competition. At first, mmg tak confident langsung sbb requirement speech mmg KENA ada hadith or potongan ayat al-Quran. In just one week, mcm impossible gila nak hafal, kan?! Plus, I have exam going on so mcm mana nak cope with both at the same time?!? But people around me, gave me such motivation for me to just go on and Ustazah pun bagi semangat and kepercayaan so I decided to just do it. Sebab mmg dalam "bucket list" nak bagi speech. Seriously haha. 

So the competition day was on 6th March which is on Thursday. It was held at SMK Perimbun. I was the last contestant to give out my speech. 13 was my number. Kitaorg tak boleh tgk other contestants punya speech sebab takut nanti curi isi org lain or things like that. Sbb scope tajuk tak besar sangat plus isi speech mmg boleh masuk dengan byk tajuk. Got me? Hahaha. So since tak boleh tengok other contestants, we were all quarantined at the other class so bila sampai je turn, pergi kelas sebelah utk bg syarahan. Apa yang paling intense was tajuk dapat on the spot and kena pilih sendiri. Tajuk tu dlm sampul. So bila sampai giliran, I had to pick one envelope pastu bg dkt hakim then i hv to sit dkt satu meja tu utk fikir isi for the tajuk that I randomly picked tadi tu. Hakim read out tajuk, I was given 2 mins utk fikir isi as much as possible, fikir hadith bersesuaian, fikir potongan ayat al-Quran, fikir definisi tajuk and all. Susah, mmg susah. 

One thing I was really grateful for ; tak nervous at all! I was really really thankful that Allah makbulkan doa that everything will be fine and I will not freaking out and not nervous and semua benda mudah. And yeap, Allah bagi. I was really calm and relax through the whole process, sampailah habis bg speech. I stuttered & paused a lot but still, I was feeling okay. After that, pertandingan yang lain pun dah habis, we all makan. Acara penutupan started at 12 so to fill up the time we had, pergi la ronda ronda sekolah tu. Perimbun sangat besar okay. So many blocks I got confused! 

Masa penutup tu, the principal bg ucapan, then the PIBG then ketua hakim. He concluded everything and bg comments on every pertandingan. Pertandingan yg ada was syarahan, hafazan, tadarus & nasyid. Saujana hantar all, both kategori lelaki & perempuan. Tp nasyid satu group je la. Our school won second place for tadarus for both kategori. Second place for nasyid & third place for hafazan lelaki. Syarahan tak menang apa apa. Nonetheless, it was a great experience. It was my first time anyway. Didn't expect to win pun. It was fun doing something new. Something I never did before. I am very grateful to be given this kind of opportunity. Kenal orang baru from other school, tried new things, skipped a test for the first time hahaha lol. Syukur sangat sangat. 

2 - OF MOVING OUT 

My family and I moved out from our house at taming to a house at puncak saujana on 9th March. Tak jauh pun but it was still, soooo tiring. Walaupun dekat, but we all still had to do the packing & the unpacking. The loading & the unloading. Lori ulang-alik almost 5 times jugak. I never knew our stuffs banyak mcm tu. Sebenarnya semua benda jadi sangat sangat short notice. Plan nak pindah kg two week mcm tu, sekali papa cakap penyewa nak masuk on the 10th. So seminggu tu je yg ada utk pack EVERYTHING. Dah la that week mmg a busy week for us. Papa & kakak kerja sampai malam. Amy dekat Kuantan. Mama balik kerja terus pack. Dyna & I busy study for exam that week PLUS I had MTQ too. So mama je la pulun pack sorang sorang. But Alhamdulillah, everything fell into places. So now dah 2 weeks pindah and semuanya ok ok sahaja. 

3 - UJIAN PENTAKSIRAN 1 

As I said I had ujian that week. Tak ada apa sangat pun. Everything was fine. Boleh jawab. I skipped a day of test for MTQ but repeated the papers the next week. So recently I got my results. Alhamdulillah paid off all the efforts and du'as. Walaupun belum lepas target but I am so very grateful for what I got. I asked for 7As tapi rezeki Allah bagi 6As but I was not sad about it. Mungkin effort belum cukup. Allah ada reason for everything. I am happy apa adanya. So next exam is on May. Target 7As juga tak boleh lebih lebih until I get it, baru upgrade target hahaha. So I'm hoping for the best now :) 

That is all for now. Thank you for keep reading sampai habis sebab panjang post ni. Dah la tak ada gambar. Bebel je banyak. So thank you so much!!! InshaaAllah I'll write again bila ada kesempatan. 


Yours truly, xo. 

Sunday, March 2, 2014

Best day of my life.

Assalamu'alaikum! 

So last Thursday was my 17th birthday and honestly I could say, it was one of the best days of my life! Since the clock strike to 1200, everything was so perfect. 

So it began i like this, pukul 12 je mama wished me Happy Birthday bcs I was sleeping next to her at that moment. Yeap, few minutes bfr my birthday I fell asleep sbb it was weekdays! What do you expect? Then I said to her "thank you for giving birth to me, ma" then she said "i love giving birth to you. Beranakkan Tya lah paling senang. Tak ada problem apa apa pun. Tau tau je dah keluar" hahaha I love to hear that. Mama cakap, on that year mama & papa banyak problem, papa kena retrenched. Everything serba tak kena but alhamdulillah raising me up is not difficult, up until now, i hope aha. 

At school, I have PE that day. Mmg dah sebulan tak ada PE sbb perhimpunan terlalu lama and makan masa PE. But that day, thank God perhimpunan habis awal! We all dapat main douche ball. It was fun but Cendekia lost to Karisma but it was seriously FUN. Then in class my classmates sang me birthday song, Wibawa did that too. Sumpah overwhelmed gila. I got warm wishes from everyone, alhamdulillah. Cikgu Nadzri & Teacher Gurdip gave me a box of cupcakes that written "Happy B'day Attelya SPM 9A" terharu tahap max sampai boleh mengalir air mata ok hahaha. So I whatsapp teacher to thank her for the cupcakes. 

                    *nangis lagi!*

So balik sekolah, dah petang bcs I stayed back. Nothing much. Dinner with mum & Dyna. Pukul 9 dah mengantuk. But then Sarah whatsapp-ed me asking whether I am asleep or not. So i said "nope not yet, why?" 
"go dress up now" 
"Jgn main main la" 
Mimi said "main apa" it is a group whtsapp fyi. Then I answered "dress up apa". Nobody replies after that. I freaked out la takut dorang plan something. At that time dah cuak gila tangan pun dah sejuk sejuk hahaha. 

Then I heard orang bagi salam dekat luar. Bila jenguk, it was Sarah. I was in my pyjamas kot! I asked mama yang keluar, then Sarah masuk suruh siap siap. I was like, nak pergi mana niiiiii hahahaha. So I did as what she asked. Tukar baju semua then bila keluar, everyone was outside. My bestfriends. The guys & the girls semua ada. Mama suruh dorang masuk and makan dekat dalam sebab they all brought food. So kita semua makan gelak gelak ambil gambar and everything. I was really touched and overwhelmed. Happy sangat sangat that they all datang buat surpise siap masakkan spaghetti, ayam & brownies for me. Dorang semua pulak baru balik tuition then terus datang. I can never thank them enough. I'll just love you forever to repay all of these okay :p

Despite everything, mesti ada one thing yang I don't get. Orang kata, you won't get everything you wanted. You win some, you lose some, right? Throught out my birthday, I didnt get to see my dad. Dia balik masa I already asleep, I woke up and he's still sleeping. So mmg tak dapat jumpa dia while we both terjaga. But dia still wish through message itupun mama yang ingtkan bcs he never remembers hahaha. 

Only after my birthday baru dapat tahu yang mama komplot dengan my friends since awaaaal. I didn't know at all. Patutlah that night after mandi mama pakai decent. Biasanya mama pakai pyjamas je. I asked her kenapa pakai lawa lawa ni and dia bagi alasan and I was like "oh okay". Serious tak fikir apa apa. Lepastu she said dia mcm malas nak masak nasi berlauk. Dia nak masak mihun goreng. Funny how I still tak dapat tangkap that's she was acting too. Bila fikir balik baru lah macam wow everything makes sense now. 

Alhamdulillah I am 17 now. Bersyukur sangat sangat! All praises to Him. Allah bagi lagi masa untuk perbaiki diri sebab I sinned too much. Ya Allah let me live a little longer untill You are satisfied with me. Ameen. May Allah bless everyone who read this, and the ones who wished me or even remembered my birthday. You mean so much to me. Thank you :) x