of SPM results

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

First of all, I have absolutely NO intention untuk riak or brag about my result bcs if I do, I would already posted it everywhere, and I wouldn't delay this entry either. I tell almost everything here, I blog about things that happened in my life so this one counts too & this entry is also requested.

So as everybody knows, SPM result was out on 3rd March and....alhamdulillah! I got 7As & 2Bs. Expected actually, but I swear, I already very tawakkal daysssss before the results were out. I was very very redha, tak kisah what I get pun sebab I know, I did my best and whatever that I got pun, I deserved that. Tu je yang mampu. But then again, the results turned out satisfying. Tak tipu la I hoped for 9As but that was BEFORE I took the papers. After exam, I knew my level, I knew how well or how bad I did so I didn't expect 9As anymore. Kalau dapat tu memang rezeki & miracle la. I knew my results even before I got to school sebab Mia dah check dulu via sms and she told me I got 7As. I was so happy dah nangis dekat rumah dah haha bersyukur sangat sangat like I have no regrets and tak ada rasa frust that I didnt get 9As at all. I went to school not feeling nervous unlike everybody else hahah. Bila dah dapat slip tu and tengok sendiri the details, (subject apa yg A and apa yg B) I cried again out of happiness and gratitude. I was like WHAAAT!!! This one, truly unexpected. I got 5A+, 1A, 1A- & 2B+. I was blown away. Ya Allah.. I was beyond happy. Alhamdulillah.

Dah habis ambil result, guess what? i had to go to work 😑 I didnt get a day off because that wouldn't be fair for Nana sebab dia pun ambil result jugak plus it was our Senior supervisor's off day. So masuk kerja pukul 2 and my day was pretty much mcm hari hari lain jugak. Nothing special. 

Anyway, someone asked me on ask.fm how did I studied. To be very honest... Rasa malu nak share because I am not an excellent student to begin with. I am very average. To me, the main key here is berkat. I don't believe in 'if you pandai, you can go far' nope I don't. But I believe in 'even if you're not smart, but if you're a very respectful, diligent student, you can go a long way'. I've seen so many people like that though.. It's the little things that matters. If you can get all A's but you are rude to the teachers, I don't think that will work because one day, at one point of your life, you'll regret it. You'll get the outcome of it. The bad ones, of course. I wouldn't say that I'm a good student though but I take this 'berkat' thing very seriously and I kind of believe I got this results because of that too. I don't study that much. Lesser at home, honestly. Dekat sekolah je I really pay attention. Tak ada gurau gurau berborak or main main. Homework, selalu je tak siap but I didn't get to the point sampai cikgu marah. Nak malas pun, berpada lah. As a student I think it's totally normal untuk procrastinate but please know you limit. Being a student is also an amanah, okay? Sekian sahaja entry kali ini.  

of february

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

Regarding to the title, my february has been a roller coaster ride of emotions. I felt everything, been at my lowest, have been very happy too. Also, my february has been SUPER productive. Some of you may already know that I am now working and alhamdulillah I enjoyed every moment of it. I am now working at Teh Tarik Place Metropoint as a server with my friend Nana. At first tak pernah terfikir pun nak kerja. Tak minat nak kerja and of course, I tak cari pun this job hahaha. Nana so happened need a co-worker bcs she was the only server at the moment. So dia tanya dekat group whatsapp siapa yang nak kerja bcs TTP need another server ASAP. Without fikir panjang, I said to her I want that job. I wasn't at my best so I kind of cari distraction and I freaking chose to work! LOL I can't believe it either... BUT I somehow tersuka pulak kerja situ hahaha. Workers yang lain semua satu kepala. Fun to be with and I don't feel like I'm working pun. Rasa mcm lepak lepak je kalau dengan dorang. Can't lie the first day was the hardest though.. Bayangkan la I can't even sit for 8 hours. Kaki cramp mcm apa sbb tak pernah berdiri that long, ever. But then it gets easier, and easier. 

I started working on 29th January so I have been working for legit 1 month now and I'm not sure bila nak quit. At first nak kerja 2 bulan je which means berhenti end of this month but.. still thinking about it. I was very busy sampai there's not a day that I spent sitting at home je. Some of you might also know that my birthday fell on 27th Feb haritu, and no, this year no surprise hahahahaha didnt expect any though. I was happy through out the day everyone treated me good. Some of my classmates even datang TTP and met me. So sweet of them thank you so much! I also got SR cake from Aween & Nazmi. Thank you too! It was so good sedap gila. Tapi ada jugak yang tak bestnya. As I said last year, I cannot get everything I want right... but I'll just keep it to myself. Cerita paling last, and also penutup February this year, I went to Sepang yesterday. Mama ada reunion sekolah rendah dia. I took a day off from work and ikut my family pergi sepang. It was fun. We had bbq at night and otw back home singgah restaurant makan nasi hahahahaha (makan nasi serious wajib walaupun dah bedal bbq). Dah tu je. Jumpa lagi next year, my fav month! InshaAllah.

p/s: result SPM keluar 3rd march and I feel nothing. Bad sign....