TMI Tag

Assalamualaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh!

I'm sorry that I still haven't write an entry regarding Puncak Alam yet, but I will inshaAllah. But today I'm gonna be doing a TMI tag. 50 questions will be answered honestly hehe.

1. what are you wearing?

A long blue pants and a floral blue tank top. 

2. have you ever been in love?

I had.

3. have you ever had a terrible break up?

I had too, once or twice I don't want to remember.

4. how tall are you?

about 164/165 cm

5. how much do you weigh?

Currently 58kg

6. any tattoos?

it spells courage on my left wist. Kidding!

7. any piercings?

one on both earlobes. 

8. otp?

none because i don't ship

9. what is your favorite show?

does tv series included? If yes, desperate housewives is my current fav

10. who are your favorite bands?

1D, 5SOS, Maroon 5, The script, Fifth harmony (is it a band?) 

11. something you miss?

MY OLD PHONEEEE :( menyesal jual!!!!

12. favorite song?

All sam smith's songs. The feelsssss

13. how old are you?

3 months to 19!

14. zodiac sign?

pisces

15. quality you look for in a partner?

respectful, motivated, very positive, know what he wants in life.

16. what is your favorite quote?

hm I have many.. But one of them is my instagram's bio; She was like the moon--part of her was always hidden away.

17. who is your favorite actor?

specifically, none

18. favorite color?

white, black, brown, grey. Basic colours, or anything that attracts my eyes

19. loud music or soft?

soft, I hate loud music, they give me headache.

20. where do you go when you’re sad?

im my room, torturing my soul with sad, emotional songs.

21. how long does it take you to shower?

I can shower damn fast, 3 minutes or heck long 30 minutes. There's no in between hahaha

22. how long does it take you to get ready in the morning?

half an hour

23. have you ever been in a physical fight?

none other than fight with my sibs when we were younger and taekwando.

24. turn on’s?

buff guys, guys with kids, guys who are good with elders, guys with good knowledge on Islam

25. turn off’s?

guys who likes to spit in public, curse like it is their fav word, poyo and bajet handsome guys are the biggest turn off

26. the reason I joined youtube?

TMI tag should be done by vloggers, not bloggers, but I think it's fine for me to do it too. Anyway, I do think of making vlog channel one day.. hmm Idk..

27. what are your fears?

Rodents, heights, 

28. last thing that made you cry?

seeing how hardworking my mum is, and how she does all that for us, and the fact that she doesnt even complain about it. Touches my heart to the core.. i cried hard.

29. last time you said you loved someone?

to my mum I think. Yesterday or last two days

30. meaning behind your youtube name?

meaning behind my blog name; silhouette. I heard this song that has this lyric in it "I'm just a silhouette, a lifeless face you'll soon forget' and I'm exactly like that too.

31. last book you read?

Buku fixi, Cerpen. Baru baca 2 short stories. belum habis the whole book lagi.

32. the book you’re currently reading?

The exact same book, Cerpen.

33. last show you watched?

Tuan Anas Mikael kot? Tu pun tengok 5 minit je

34. last person you talked to?

Dyna

35. the relationship between you and the last person you texted?

I last texted Amy. She's my sister

36. what is your favorite food?

Tomyam

37. place you want to visit?

Mekah pleaseeeeee. And then Europe

38. last place you were?

Aeon Cheras hahaha

39. do you have a crush?

I do

40. last time you kissed someone?

My mum, yesterday

41. last time you were insulted?

hmm couldn't remember. Have I ever? 

42. favorite flavor of sweet?

I don't favor sweets. So, none but I know I hate orange

43. what instruments do you play?

Hahahahahahaha I am talent-less. Not talented to play anything at all.

44. favorite piece of jewelry?

Rings and bracelets

45. last sport you played?

I hiked and jogged just recently. 

46. last song you sang? 

Sam smith's tak ingat lagu apa. Malas check

47. favorite pick up line?

hmmm none

48. have you ever used it?

tak pernah la because takde hahahahah

49. last time you hung out with anyone?

my mum and sibs yesterdayyyyy

50. who should answer these questions next?

You guys ;) 

Thank you for spending your time reading! If you have any questions to ask, head on to my ask fm. Till next time!

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Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

'It has been so long since I last blogging' would be sooo cliche because I've said that A LOT. Anyway, hello everyone! I hope you guys are well :) Wow my last entry was in May and now it's November already. SAY WHAT??? Gosh... time really flies huh? I've been wanting to blog but I couldn't find the right time to do so. But since I am on semester break now, I have all the time to myself. So here I am, sharing again ;)

Many things happened in last couple of months. Good things, bad things. Memories created (bad ones, good ones). Lets just put aside the bad ones because I only want to tell to good ones. Staying positive is the way to go! Ahah. So let me recall back what happened since my last entry.

JUNE

I got into University. Yay, Alhamdulillah. I got offered to UiTM (was my first choice when I applied UPU) So I was very thrilled that I got in. Being offered to further in Foundation Science (Asasi Sains) at UiTM Puncak Alam. I have been dreaming of getting myself in there since form 4 I think? Being a foundation student is the only goal I had. I didn't dare to dream studying abroad. I don't know why.. I guess the thought of being away like AWAAAY from home is scary. And to meet people who are not from your own nationality and you have to speak their language, hmm not what I want in life. Lol. Puncak Alam is a nice place, I really enjoy myself being there for like...4 months? The people, the syllabus, lecturers, food, environment, if I were to talk in detail about this, most of you might skip reading it because it would be long. I will tell everything about palam in another entry. Soon (promise).

JULY

Nothing much happened. All I remembered was Hari Raya. 

AUGUST

The month that I have been waiting for all year. The whole family, actually. My eldest sister got married! I was so overwhelmed, happy for her. The nikah day was very emotional for our family. It almost feel like letting go. She's under someone else's care now. You see, I have 3 sisters. All my life I have been spending my time with them. Growing up with them. Gone through phases in life together. I've watched her (I'm being specific now) fell, got back up again, seen her cry, beig scolded at, EVERYTHING. The age gap between us two is 5 years but we are close (I'm her fav sister, obviously). So watching my brother doing the akad, made us, her sisters teared up. Mama jgn ckp lah, orang dah pergi makan pun dia belum habis sedih, Long story short, everything went really well, alhamdulillah. People were pouring at the venue! Ramai sangat orang datang, all of us got nervous. Pukul 3 makanan dah habis even though we catered food for 1300 pax. Rezeki kakak, ramai yang datang. Too bad I don't have the pictures of the wedding in my laptop hmm

SEPTEMBER / OCTOBER

Nothing happened in September too, only that I was struggling for finals. I had breakdown because I was missing my mum so much and I couldn't bare how tough the syllabus were. Usually when I study at home, whenever I'm stress and need suuport, I would just run down and get my mother. I would hug her tight, and all of my worries would melt. But there at palam, I have no one. My housemates were not as miserable as I was. They were really fine and watching that, made me even more stress! But when the finals over, I was happy and relieved and glad. Overall, Maths was the only paper I found SO HARD. The others were so-so. Oh I forgot, I had MUET speaking test in September. It was...not good. I did not get cold feet, my hands wasn't shaking, that means I was NOT nervous, but I dont know why, I couldn't talk. The words won't come out. Ideas weren't flowing LIKE IT SHOULD BE. After final exam, I went on a short vacation with two of my bestfriends, Aleen and Sarah to Port Dickson and Melaka. Aleen drove all the way back & forth. It was fun, have always wanted to go on vacation with friends and I finally got the chance to. Hopefully we will get to do it again but this time, I hope everybody is available. Other than that, nothing interesting happened. 

NOVEMBER

As I type this, it is currently 12:39 am, 8th November 2015. It is not even halfway through so I have nothing much to share. The only thing I could share is that yesterday I had MUET (reading, writing & listening test) So relieved that MUET is over. Hopefully I'll get good band. I don't want to repeat, never want to go through all that ever again, inshaAllah.

I babbled a lot already. Thank you for reading up to this point. Much appreciated hahaha. Will write another entry soon, as promised.