#TGIF Untiltled

On the table, I lay everything

So you know the price going in

So you won’t expect the wrong thing

And if I can tell you one thing,

It’s in your arms I want to die in

And if you find yourself

Unable to love me,

Then don’t you worry —

I have enough love

For the two of us to survive on

If somber is what you want for me,

Then you have no idea.

I have walked this earth

With open wounds;

Your disregard isn’t enough

To break the already broken

In my mind, I’ve thrown rocks at you,

I’ve cursed to your face,

Yet you’re the reason I grow wings anew.

So instead, I flash my sweetest smile

And send my best regards

This constant war in my head,

I will never tell you —

Unable to decide if I

Should be grateful for you

Or hate your guts

- AZ