What are your biggest fears?
Hmm, definitely rodents, and heights. I get lightheaded if I'm up on higher levels of a building. I went up level 31 one time, and I can't bring myself to go near the floor-to-ceiling windows. I stomach coils and my head spins. I didn't think I am *that* gayat, but I guess I am. Then maybe also being trapped in an elevator. The thought of it scares me.
And every time I take a flight I get nervous, I am scared of the plane crashing even though the statistics show that getting involved in a car crash is much more likely than being involve in a plane crash. But what if this time, it happens to me?
I can swim, but I am still scared of drowning. Maybe because I got drown once and that felt like dying. Open sea? Sorry, I'm out. You know how long it took my friends to convince me to go to Pulau Trip with them for snorkeling? Yeah, that took a awhile.
Then again...nothing is more scary than losing loved ones, right? Is there anything scarier than that? Unimaginable, unfathomable. Life after that would be like walking on earth with a gaping hole in your chest, in your heart.
But if you ask me on a deeper level, my biggest fear is living a life without knowing my purpose. Ignoring my potentials because I was too scared to try, too shy or embarrassed for nothing. Most people don't understand that you have so much control over your life and you could be the one stopping yourself. There was a podcast I heard where the podcaster said 'even God is rooting for you' and that changed how I look at living life at full potential. You're meant for bigger, grandeur things, so don't settle. Just take the leap, you will most probably land somewhere better.
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